Me, Him and her.

I met her, one Saturday. I didn’t have much planned and I wasn’t expecting much out of that day, except the fact that I was going to teach someone how to play the guitar. I had no problem with that because i love to share what i know. So when the lesson began, I kept wondering if she was listening to me, but she did keep looking at me, so i guess she was, hehe, so I kept going.. And I had fun teaching her because i also learned something out that lesson. ^^ so then on, a few days later maybe a week or two, my friend told me to fetch her.. So I said ok, why not.. That was the second time we saw each other. She wore violet that day, and somehow, that told me that was her favorite color. And I was right. hehe man I’m good. Joke. hehe she became a part of the KMG or our church and family. She's still learning a lot about the family, especially about our Father.

And everyday, she finds something new to herself. At one point she found love, because the Perfect kind of love found her. And personally, I felt this kind of love. The kind of feeling that you just can’t explain cause of the overwhelming feeling. The kind of feeling where your so happy and you just want to praise God. Where you want to dance and sing.

And now, me and her are together. And I do thank God for her, I do love her, and I intend to keep it that way always. She does remind me that love isn’t based on feeling, nor is it made up of feelings and that’s the kind of love we want to share.

I can’t possibly write an ending to this story, because I still leave it to God to finish it. hehe thnx for the view anyway. =)

Now this blog may seem like an expression of feelings or something, its actually something I learned from.

People do forget the value of prayers. Sometimes we forget that God is always listening but we complain that He's not listening or he's somewhere else ignoring us. We do thank Him for our answered prayers, but do we thank Him for listening? or even thank Him for giving us what we need instead of what we want. Its just an incredible honor, knowing that God, our God, listens to flawed, such small people. No doubt, prayer is powerful.

face to face with life.

to other people, their understanding about life is that, its about how they want to live it, how they feel about it. they know that life is short, so they make the most of it the best way they can.
yet i see so many people living that kind of life, and many have said that there is still something lacking in their life. it's natural that we carry emotions, blessings, and difficulties. and these things that we carry with us, sometimes actually can burden our hearts, to the point where we are lost in confusion, or have no place to run to anymore. but do we actually own this kind of life? where we dont have the answers to it? there's more to it than just getting a job, having a family, and living on until its over. this is for people who believe in heaven and hell, who believe that God controls fate. my first question, would you be satisfied to have a regular life but be thrown down into the pit? or have different experience and find a way to heaven?. some people think that heaven is just a figure of someone's imagination, or that hell is just expression. heaven and hell is hard to prove but, believing is different than knowing. but there is plenty proof, to which we can find out, if only we know where to look.
I found the answers i needed to prolong this life. and i didn't have to go to different countries or different lands or from different cultures. it just took a moment for me to pray, and another moment for me to read the BIBLE. and every other answer just followed through. it just felt like, being close to one purpose, the only reason, and the possible explanation for why I exists. i found that blessings upon blessing gave me more moments to pray and more reasons to read. I have to honestly say, that that reason is God and God alone could explain everything about what true love is. about why the world still goes round. about heaven and hell. about freedom and peace. the rich and the poor. blessings and trials. people say that "there's a reason for everything". my second question is, do those people know the reasons?. scientist go on and on looking for answers. and no matter how far they go on skipping one book, they will never accomplish their task. research takes years to find and understand. prayer just takes a few minutes or as long as we want and we are able to understand quickly. don't waste life. cause Someone has already died to give you life... lets go face to face with life.

Ten Guilty pleasure

1. God
2. Going around places with friends
3. Playing the Guitar
4. Playing the Bass guitar
5. Skateboarding
6. Buying Clothes
7. Reading the Bible
8. Practicing the Piano
9. Internet
10.Texting

All these things and more, resemble who I am in what I do.
Expressing myself is another thing. hehe

Skateboarding.

A lot of people or most non-skaters view skateboarding like its nonsense, or just a waste of time, or just a way to get bones broken. in fact i was one of them, but when i tried skating, i had a little fear, about what i said, especially breaking bones, hehe, but then i had fun trying, seeing other guys do tricks that i didn't think were possible, then i understood a lot about falling down, cause i realize that falling down is also a part of life, we have to get up and try again, to learn from the mistakes we made. i truly believe that its having fun that counts in skating, it actually also gives me an understanding about my potentiality. maybe it can for you too.

One skater once said "i learned a lot about skating, cause my skateboard tought me a lot about what i am able to do. its creating" I realized then why God gave me, limbs, and a body, its a blessing for me. to have skills, talents, its all from God and i want to make the best of it by creating.

Hope.

Looking up in the sky, what would you find? just a cloud, or the color blue? Imagine, the 'Color' of the sky would be Green, Red,Yellow, Brown, Pink, Black, Violet, Gray, or Orange, confusing isn't it?...

how God led me to meet Him.

Before I met God, My own view of the world is that people were cruel, unlovable, unkind, only thinking about themselves day and night. and I thought about why am i supposed to live my life?. , Why do I have to suffer along with people? so many problems, that lead to more problems. I then lacked the will to live. my girlfriend dumped me for another guy, my friends always neglected me or they would ditch me, my family doesn't act like one, (to my own view), so i prayed so hard, that God would help me. help me find a way to be happy.

weeks after, one of my friends invited me to jam with them, and i thought, okay sure. i had no idea about where or what kind of a place was it. When I got in the building, there were many people singing and praising, and i thought, "its sunday today" so this must be a church of some sort. I'm not the type who leaves friends behind, so i stayed. I noticed there were many kids, and i asked someone, who owns that kid? then someone told me that the kid i was pointing at is an orphan. i had no idea that the kid was an orphan. i noticed they seem to be happy, so happy, i always thought orphans live hard lives cause the first thing that comes into my mind about an orphan is that they would be sad and broken without a parent. that time i was so shy cause i wasn't wearing the proper attire for sunday services. The people introduced their selves, with warm and friendly greetings. i was totally impressed and in awe.

after the service was done me and my friends got the chance to play some instruments. after that, they offered dinner, but i was too shy to eat. me and my friends talked to most of the youth, a lot of us talked about our personal lives and how they lived their lives with joy, so i enjoyed going there, then i asked if i could come back the next day. and they said "sure". the next day, me and two of my friends had a talk with the owner of the orphanage. She was always kind to us in talking, she made me realize that God was and will always be my answer, my leader, my father and my friend. no matter where i go, i couldn't forget how God's words pierced my heart with joy.

so many of my questions were answered. the orphanage not only showed me that people 'can' be happy in their lives, they showed me that all problems in life, has a solution... they showed me that there are good people, who are lovable, kind, and who think of other people rather than themselves. this place is my temporary, 2nd home, KMG (kahayag mission group). what was shocking to me in the turn of these events, is that, the church was just three houses across from my house. God had really surprised me. i was totally overjoyed. everything felt right, even with my family i learned to understand them. and they understood me..